Congrats Irah!

Alhamdulillah...Irah finally gave birth......

and it's a boy!!!!

And the name is?

Ryan Ramdhanish.

Awww...Cute rite?

It's been a long day and i need a good rest.
Gd nite world!
Bumpedddd-!.

I do not know what I may appear to the world but to myself,I seem to have been only like a girl playing on the seashore,and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary,whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.
I tried everything I could think of,to make myself feel better than the usual.I even rationed my thoughts to adjust to the whole new happenings lately.
In some way.I felt that certain things is amiss.And what is it then?Can I not think about it?.
No,I guess not.
The more I try to surpass it,i keep getting back to one fact,that is finding the uncovered hole.
I'm trying to hold back these contagious thoughts,but i'm craving to find the answer somehow.

I can't help but noticed a sudden change in a particular friend of mine.
Initially,he was a very nice and kind person,whom appeared out of nowhere to befriend you.
I do not know why but I found that his whole persona realli captivate the hearts of anyone and even myself.
Oh,That frequent conversations we had,even juz through texts,makes me feel elated every now and then.
I knew this is crazy but I'm bubbled with joy whenever ur name appeared on the screen.
You never failed to approach me and asking me how's my everyday work and everything...Showing how concerned you are.
You create a little world of laughter and your sparkling sense of humour enlightened my bad days.
You're the great source of encouragement and you're armed with positive attitude.That amazed me.
Though I only knew you within a short period,but Damn!,you're truly one of a kind.

But the sounds of merriment only lasted less than a month and after that prompt meet-up.
You've changed.Everything's changed.
What happened??
Did i said or have done something wrong?.
I knew that these questions will never be answered by you,my friend.
Yeah..like wat you've said before.."...Don't trust people that easily"..."Maybe i can be worst than your bf" was somehow true.
Well,that explains.
Only now that i found out what kind of person you're truly is.
I remembered the last conversation we had,was truly mundane and isn't interesting like it used to be.
Your tone sounded different and i sensed that you're a little farther away from me.
For sure..I will never forget the first time we met,but i'll keep trying...

Oh,Honestly,I missed the old you.
I respected you.I envied your positivity.
I even regarded you like my own elder brother.
But it's a shame that all these happened.
It's too late to overturn things now.

I appreciate the times and troubles you've gone through to meet my needs.
I appreciate you being my text companion on the lonely nights.
I appreciate the care and concern you've showed earlier.
I appreciate the advice you've given to me and insyaallah i'll try to heed it.
I hope you take care of ur mom well,ride safe and hope that you have a bright life ahead of you.
...I'll pray for the happiness that you've been longing for...Insyaallah...
Alhamdulillah, i am grateful to Allah whom had lead the path to knowing you even if the friendship existed never last for long..
For now,i think it is best to remain silent and let one think you a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt.

I guess I have nothing more to say.
Goodbye.

Went to meet Shamie after work today.
And i also paid a visit to the carpark to see her injured bike..poor 'Clyde'...hurhur...
btw, Clyde is the name of her bike..

well...i think i still prefer myself riding a scooter..ha..ha..!
hey,what shall i name my scooter uh??...
think*...think*....

I could feel the excitement in the air when we arrived at the supermarket today!.Hurhur..
Oh,Diah and I shopped for some kuih raya's ingredients at ShengShiong.Actually,I had no idea on what to bake this year.So I bought the basic baking ingredients like cornflakes,icing sugar,flour and hershey's chocolate chips,first.Hopefully, these stuffs will somehow help me to perk up my inspirations.haha..I'm quite particular in deciding what delicacies should be presented every year.And i need to make sure that i bake enough cookies this time around.hurhur..

Diah.

Me.

Friesdictive.

I woke up late today.
Meaning, i missed my Ngaji class.AGAIN.
I'm absolutely certain that mom will get mad if she finds out. And, i was quite right indeed!
A sort of angry shadow passed over her face when i told her about it. But i was fortunate enough to get some preachings,instead of naggings.Hurhur.

Oh,The weekends had been pretty much occupied.
Had an impromptu dinner with the guys at Newton.
Then,went to West Coast to compete in our very own' bowling session' ; or should i say, competition ,and i emerged 3rd! . Hurhur..
A ride down to Labrador Park to enjoy the night breeze,
And a very late supper at the Clementi's Prata Stall.
Ohhh...I'm in lurve with the Mushroom-Cheese Prata! haha!
Pics attached!.Enough said!
Chao!

The meet-up with the most impeccable gossip queen, Shikin, was simply enjoyable!

I'm doing my best to make my life bubbly and enthusiastic.
In fact,that's my top priority now.
Duh.

Alhamdulillah.
Tomorrow marks the start of the Fasting Month,Ramadhan.
It's something that I look forward to each year.I hope that this time,it'll be a better one.
I've wasted most of my time in Geylang's bazaar last year.hmph*
Now, i've to keep myself disciplined and decided to plan out the schedule for terawih prayers.I'll try to make it a must on the weekdays..hurhur..Insyaallah.
I've also included quite a few of Ramadhan's resolution.
To name a few ; to control my food intakes, don't laugh too much at work and no more looking at hotties or cuties!..haha..
I will try to keep my patience stagnant at work and hope that the word 'fcuk' will not escape from yours truly's mouth!..hurhur...how explicit can i get sometimes?..21-ers...what u expect??.
Anyway,Just reached home from terawih.
Went to the mosque with mom.Yes,mom only.Haiz..
Too bad that dad and bro couldn't join us.We're so used to going together as a family on the first day.And it's slightly peculiar when it didnt happened the way we'd expected it to be.
Somehow,i felt proud and grateful to be a Muslim.
Apart from this, I have to keep working on losing weight.I'm determined to do so this time.Insyaallah.Wish me luck!
haha..k la..n'uff said.
Chao!


Happy Fasting To All The Muslims In The World!